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Mariajoaosilva

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My dearest ones,

I come to you for help and support to a menber that is going through a very though time because of Michael's death.
Her name is Emily MJ.(Rooa)
She dosen't come or post often,but i am asking you all to please e-mail her at roaa.ali@hotmail.com
She has no idea i am making this thread,but yesterday when we spoke,i told her i would find a way to help her go through this.
I got a call from her crying very desperate and i felt impotent cause i couldn't do anything.
She is one of the girls that thought that was talking to Michael,and she is missing him in a very desperate way.
I wish so much there was something i could do for her,and for all of us really.But i am so far away from her.My prayers are not being enough,and i am scared of what can happen.
Uk fans...pleaseeeeeeeeeee try to reach her.please try to meet her and be with her as much as possible because she is with a severe depression,and because of it,she is doing things to herself not nice at all,and i fear the worst.
 
....................I will e-mail her right now!
I truely hope she is oke!
 
I knew i could count with my family from my home.

Thank you so much all of you.

Ape,i think she is doing a bit better,but she needs all the help and support she can get because she really ishaving a terrible time,and i fear she can do something worst than she did.
I don't talk to her as much as i would want,but i pray that she can start to feel better soon,now that she knows that she is not alone,and she can always count with our family at mjjc.
 
Anytime you need a friend...

:angel:We Are The World...Heal The World...Education IS The Key~~~
 
Mariajoaosilva said:
My dearest ones,

I come to you for help and support to a menber that is going through a very though time because of Michael's death.
Her name is Emily MJ.(Rooa)
She dosen't come or post often,but i am asking you all to please e-mail her at roaa.ali@hotmail.com
She has no idea i am making this thread,but yesterday when we spoke,i told her i would find a way to help her go through this.
I got a call from her crying very desperate and i felt impotent cause i couldn't do anything.
She is one of the girls that thought that was talking to Michael,and she is missing him in a very desperate way.
I wish so much there was something i could do for her,and for all of us really.But i am so far away from her.My prayers are not being enough,and i am scared of what can happen.
Uk fans...pleaseeeeeeeeeee try to reach her.please try to meet her and be with her as much as possible because she is with a severe depression,and because of it,she is doing things to herself not nice at all,and i fear the worst.
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I have just mailed ur friend. :)
 
We're all in this together. We'll get through this horrible time if we lean on each other for support...I'm here for you guys, and I know you are here for me. And that's what is helping me to cope with this. Rooa, you aren't alone. We all feel the same way...let's keep talking about it...and giving each other hugs and love. We all love you so much! Take care...and please write ok?
 
hard to express in words how amazingly wonderful all of you are..i am speechless...i am very very touched. Maria, you are an angel. all of you are..
i know that each one of you is hurting the same, but you still find the strength and reach for help, ,thats courage and that's Michael's spirit and i know he is very proud of all of his fans..
i am sorry i am weak.. i am hurting myself but i promise i will stop..your words and your emails touched me.. and i iknow i shouldn't be selfish and do something to myself when there r ppl who care..it's just i don't know how to deal with the pain, i am even unable to come here and post, i am unable to express or even speak properly and i was so hurt and simply in immesearable pain that i cut myself just to distract my mind and make it bleive that the hurt is physical and not emotional...
i promise i will stop, i havent done it in two days .. and i am trying to go out of my room and be with friends as much as i can..it's just i am so lost, i feel like a baby who is taking her first steps in the world and keeps stumbling with everything around her and end up falling each time... i dont know who i am anymore.. and i am 25 and 2 years old...
i am trying everything possible to cope with this pain.. and find the way again.
i am seeing a dr and a counslour and i am on antidepressants..but its all not helping that much..but i am still trying..
i know Michael wants us all to be happy, i know he cant take our suffering...but it's not in my hands..

i just want to say that i am so very grateful and thankful for all of you, you are restoring my faith in kindness again...
"i feel so humble in your grace" truly...

thank you from the very bottom of my heart..
I love you all MORE
 
Emily.MJ said:
hard to express in words how amazingly wonderful all of you are..i am speechless...i am very very touched. Maria, you are an angel. all of you are..
i know that each one of you is hurting the same, but you still find the strength and reach for help, ,thats courage and that's Michael's spirit and i know he is very proud of all of his fans..
i am sorry i am weak.. i am hurting myself but i promise i will stop..your words and your emails touched me.. and i iknow i shouldn't be selfish and do something to myself when there r ppl who care..it's just i don't know how to deal with the pain, i am even unable to come here and post, i am unable to express or even speak properly and i was so hurt and simply in immesearable pain that i cut myself just to distract my mind and make it bleive that the hurt is physical and not emotional...
i promise i will stop, i havent done it in two days .. and i am trying to go out of my room and be with friends as much as i can..it's just i am so lost, i feel like a baby who is taking her first steps in the world and keeps stumbling with everything around her and end up falling each time... i dont know who i am anymore.. and i am 25 and 2 years old...
i am trying everything possible to cope with this pain.. and find the way again.
i am seeing a dr and a counslour and i am on antidepressants..but its all not helping that much..but i am still trying..
i know Michael wants us all to be happy, i know he cant take our suffering...but it's not in my hands..

i just want to say that i am so very grateful and thankful for all of you, you are restoring my faith in kindness again...
"i feel so humble in your grace" truly...

thank you from the very bottom of my heart..
I love you all MORE
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Dear,we all grieve different and it's not a weakness to cry,or to need help.
Feel the love and support,and believe that the best way to heal,is by being open to others.By helping.
Yes you need help,who doesn't?
All of us have someone,have something we do when we need an escape.But all of us know that here,(mjjc) is the best place you can be to talk.Here is your home.Our home.
Anytime you need to cry,just feel free to reach me.
Take care please sweetie.
HUGS
 
StaceyMJ,Sdeidjs,Billie_Jean09,Victoria83,LindaC781,Gonetoosoon,Earth_Song1,CatherineNZ,and pg13...thank you so much for everything.God Bless you...hugs
 
Emily.MJ said:
hard to express in words how amazingly wonderful all of you are..i am speechless...i am very very touched. Maria, you are an angel. all of you are..
i know that each one of you is hurting the same, but you still find the strength and reach for help, ,thats courage and that's Michael's spirit and i know he is very proud of all of his fans..
i am sorry i am weak.. i am hurting myself but i promise i will stop..your words and your emails touched me.. and i iknow i shouldn't be selfish and do something to myself when there r ppl who care..it's just i don't know how to deal with the pain, i am even unable to come here and post, i am unable to express or even speak properly and i was so hurt and simply in immesearable pain that i cut myself just to distract my mind and make it bleive that the hurt is physical and not emotional...
i promise i will stop, i havent done it in two days .. and i am trying to go out of my room and be with friends as much as i can..it's just i am so lost, i feel like a baby who is taking her first steps in the world and keeps stumbling with everything around her and end up falling each time... i dont know who i am anymore.. and i am 25 and 2 years old...
i am trying everything possible to cope with this pain.. and find the way again.
i am seeing a dr and a counslour and i am on antidepressants..but its all not helping that much..but i am still trying..
i know Michael wants us all to be happy, i know he cant take our suffering...but it's not in my hands..

i just want to say that i am so very grateful and thankful for all of you, you are restoring my faith in kindness again...
"i feel so humble in your grace" truly...

thank you from the very bottom of my heart..
I love you all MORE
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........Awwwwwwwww no thXXX needed at all!:better:
(((((((((((((((:)better:warm hugs:better:)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Take care and know we are all here for eachother!:yes::better:
 
Emily you are an inspiration to me! I'm glad we helped, remember I am here if you need to chat or anything. *hugs*
 
Emily.MJ said:
hard to express in words how amazingly wonderful all of you are..i am speechless...i am very very touched. Maria, you are an angel. all of you are..
i know that each one of you is hurting the same, but you still find the strength and reach for help, ,thats courage and that's Michael's spirit and i know he is very proud of all of his fans..
i am sorry i am weak.. i am hurting myself but i promise i will stop..your words and your emails touched me.. and i iknow i shouldn't be selfish and do something to myself when there r ppl who care..it's just i don't know how to deal with the pain, i am even unable to come here and post, i am unable to express or even speak properly and i was so hurt and simply in immesearable pain that i cut myself just to distract my mind and make it bleive that the hurt is physical and not emotional...
i promise i will stop, i havent done it in two days .. and i am trying to go out of my room and be with friends as much as i can..it's just i am so lost, i feel like a baby who is taking her first steps in the world and keeps stumbling with everything around her and end up falling each time... i dont know who i am anymore.. and i am 25 and 2 years old...
i am trying everything possible to cope with this pain.. and find the way again.
i am seeing a dr and a counslour and i am on antidepressants..but its all not helping that much..but i am still trying..
i know Michael wants us all to be happy, i know he cant take our suffering...but it's not in my hands..

i just want to say that i am so very grateful and thankful for all of you, you are restoring my faith in kindness again...
"i feel so humble in your grace" truly...

thank you from the very bottom of my heart..
I love you all MORE
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Emily I'm glad you know what you've gotta do but if you wanna just chat anytime with me then PM as I've done similar self harm before (Scratching til I bleed) and know how you feel. We're all here for you and want to keep your head above the water :better:
 
Emily.MJ said:
hard to express in words how amazingly wonderful all of you are..i am speechless...i am very very touched. Maria, you are an angel. all of you are..
i know that each one of you is hurting the same, but you still find the strength and reach for help, ,thats courage and that's Michael's spirit and i know he is very proud of all of his fans..
i am sorry i am weak.. i am hurting myself but i promise i will stop..your words and your emails touched me.. and i iknow i shouldn't be selfish and do something to myself when there r ppl who care..it's just i don't know how to deal with the pain, i am even unable to come here and post, i am unable to express or even speak properly and i was so hurt and simply in immesearable pain that i cut myself just to distract my mind and make it bleive that the hurt is physical and not emotional...
i promise i will stop, i havent done it in two days .. and i am trying to go out of my room and be with friends as much as i can..it's just i am so lost, i feel like a baby who is taking her first steps in the world and keeps stumbling with everything around her and end up falling each time... i dont know who i am anymore.. and i am 25 and 2 years old...
i am trying everything possible to cope with this pain.. and find the way again.
i am seeing a dr and a counslour and i am on antidepressants..but its all not helping that much..but i am still trying..
i know Michael wants us all to be happy, i know he cant take our suffering...but it's not in my hands..

i just want to say that i am so very grateful and thankful for all of you, you are restoring my faith in kindness again...
"i feel so humble in your grace" truly...

thank you from the very bottom of my heart..
I love you all MORE
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Hang in there ok, you can do it! :better:
 
.....I just saw that her last message was on Michaels Birthday,I hope she is oke:yes:
 
Carol...i know so dear.I hope so too.really.

I just txted her.I hope she will say something.

I will let you know when i have news.

In the meantime pray please.

Thanks
 
Mariajoaosilva said:
Carol...i know so dear.I hope so too.really.

I just txted her.I hope she will say something.

I will let you know when i have news.

In the meantime pray please.

Thanks
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Also Maria, I brought this thread up in the chat room and one of the moderators noticed that her last activity was on October 13. Even though she didn't post, I guess she was on here or something, because she looked at her profile and said her last activity was October 13. Maria, I hope you don't mind that I did that in the chat.
 
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Michelle,thank you for having talked about it in the chat.

I txted her 2 days ago and although the message was delivered,she never answered it...nothing till now
 
Mariajoaosilva said:
Michelle,thank you for having talked about it in the chat.

I txted her 2 days ago and although the message was delivered,she never answered it...nothing till now
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I answered this post before and it didn't show up. Anyway, I'm glad you didn't mind that I brought this up in the chat. You said you didn't receive a response "until now". So did she answer your text?
 
Emily.MJ said:
hard to express in words how amazingly wonderful all of you are..i am speechless...i am very very touched. Maria, you are an angel. all of you are..
i know that each one of you is hurting the same, but you still find the strength and reach for help, ,thats courage and that's Michael's spirit and i know he is very proud of all of his fans..
i am sorry i am weak.. i am hurting myself but i promise i will stop..your words and your emails touched me.. and i iknow i shouldn't be selfish and do something to myself when there r ppl who care..it's just i don't know how to deal with the pain, i am even unable to come here and post, i am unable to express or even speak properly and i was so hurt and simply in immesearable pain that i cut myself just to distract my mind and make it bleive that the hurt is physical and not emotional...
i promise i will stop, i havent done it in two days .. and i am trying to go out of my room and be with friends as much as i can..it's just i am so lost, i feel like a baby who is taking her first steps in the world and keeps stumbling with everything around her and end up falling each time... i dont know who i am anymore.. and i am 25 and 2 years old...
i am trying everything possible to cope with this pain.. and find the way again.
i am seeing a dr and a counslour and i am on antidepressants..but its all not helping that much..but i am still trying..
i know Michael wants us all to be happy, i know he cant take our suffering...but it's not in my hands..

i just want to say that i am so very grateful and thankful for all of you, you are restoring my faith in kindness again...
"i feel so humble in your grace" truly...

thank you from the very bottom of my heart..
I love you all MORE
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In all of us there lies a hero, That hero finds the strength in the darkest hour. You have just shown us that, that is true. Some people don't know how strong they can be until it calls for them to be strong. Trying is strength in itself, keep trying, keep strong. You're never alone, we are here for you. xxxx I'm glad that you are feeling betterxxxx Anytime you wanna talk, you know where I am, where we are, We're all here for you. xxx
 
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