It breaks my heart to think that there could be fans out there who are so devestated by Michael's loss, that they loose their will to live. Please, seek help and guidence. Together we can get through this.
My heart still feels a void, as do the dreams I've held with/for him over the course of my life. He really was my childhood. I never realized how much love and inspiration I had invested in him until now. I'm o.k, though, I 'm not his dear mother Catherine, one of his family member nor one of his beautiful childern. They are the ones who are truly suffering, they are the ones who we must set an example for. Live your life to the fullest, be kind, strong and compassionate towards others, and allow your hearts to burst with love and passion....and through that, let EVERYONE know, that you're a Michael Jackson supporter/fan. This, is how your really keep his memory alive.
As a child, I used to sit on my bed and write songs, hoping that one day I would meet and do a duet-heck even marry Michael. Nice to know that I wasn't alone in my prayers.
I never knew Michael, nor had the chance to meet the man.....in fact, every time I'd play the lottery I'd say, "The very first thing I'm going to do, is meet Michael Jackson!" Just last Wed I thought about this with the huge jack-pot, and how I'd buy a concert ticket for ALL of my friends and special fans. This dream will have to wait until it's my time to go. Yet, until that time...I can assure you I will do everything to make the world know I'm an MJ fan, and represent all of us in a strong and positive light.
I pledge to live my life to the fullest, in memory of Michael, and the musical dreams that he started for me 25 years ago, will once again be a huge part of my life. I WILL start writing again, I WILL start singing again, and hopefully one day, when I do reach heaven, I'll thank him for fuelling my inspiration.
Live, love, laugh...and keep the memory of Michael strong. THIS is what he'd want all of us to do. God Bless you all.