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...and I am just so sad about it... I just felt the need to post this...sorry for bashing,you can move it,delete it, I won't mind...I just had to open up... I can't believe that right now , at this very moment, my biggest dream ever would have come true after almost 20 years of waiting... When I was just 3 years old all I dreamed about was seeing Michael live... My life suddenly makes no sense... I am devastated... Love you , fans...please stick together... :(
 
sad :( I also had to go on this is it tour,to see him for the first time in my life,but that dream gone forever :cry:
 
Oh no... this just reminded me I would be sitting in the O2 arena for my 1st concert right at this moment... 3rd row from the front! :(
 
My heart goes out to you, you must be feeling his loss all over again. l wasn,t able to get tickets but l can imagine how you must be feeling, just know that Michael loves you and this will never change. you may not be able to physically see him and hear him tonight but you can still feel his love in your heart. Keep the faith, take care. x
 
dangerous_88 said:
...and I am just so sad about it... I just felt the need to post this...sorry for bashing,you can move it,delete it, I won't mind...I just had to open up... I can't believe that right now , at this very moment, my biggest dream ever would have come true after almost 20 years of waiting... When I was just 3 years old all I dreamed about was seeing Michael live... My life suddenly makes no sense... I am devastated... Love you , fans...please stick together... :(
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I'm sorry. Big hug to you.
You know, I had tickets to 7 shows. Every time a show date comes along I feel so immensely sad....so I know exactly how you feel.
 
:( i always think about this. his concerts were all sold out. so with each passing day, thousands of ticket-holders are devastated. this is the biggest cop-out ever.
 
Ugh, hearing this is devastating, really. I've always wanted to see him, too. It was my childhood dream. It hurts me that I have to accept the fact that I will never see him perform.
 
same here was meant to go to london this morning. but i bought few things a poster top trumps dancing the dream today. also could anyone post a big picture of michael with the wings either in my message just to keep
 
dangerous_88 said:
...and I am just so sad about it... I just felt the need to post this...sorry for bashing,you can move it,delete it, I won't mind...I just had to open up... I can't believe that right now , at this very moment, my biggest dream ever would have come true after almost 20 years of waiting... When I was just 3 years old all I dreamed about was seeing Michael live... My life suddenly makes no sense... I am devastated... Love you , fans...please stick together... :(
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i know how you feel. Although I had the honor and the privilege of seeing the King perform live, my wife never did get to see him perform live. Of course, we got to see him at the B'day party in '03 and twice during the trial, but I never got to show her the magic, the love, the aura and the magnificence in action. This was going to be a celebration, but now it's reduced to pain and agony.

I feel the pain is magnified 1000 fold because of the concert. I mean, it would have been painful regardless, but this makes it even more painful. When he said, THIS IS IT, he wasn't kidding. And the sad part of it all, I knew something was wrong from the minute he said it.

I keep wondering how piercing his message was. Only MJ was capable of preannouncing his departure. I mean, who else do you know of in HISTORY that came out and announced "THIS IS IT" and simply went away. Eeerie and very sad the more you think about it.

This whole decade was just cursed.
 
I would of seen him for the first time on the 26th July. It is not fair and hard to accept the dream will never come true. So close..
 
Same here. I'm in London now (train tickets weren't refundable, so came down anyway). I'd been looking forward to today for months - and hoping to see MJ live for years - and I've spent the last few weeks dreading it instead.

It's rough. I know how you feel. But we'll all get through this, we have to.
 
Aengil said:
Same here. I'm in London now (train tickets weren't refundable, so came down anyway). I'd been looking forward to today for months - and hoping to see MJ live for years - and I've spent the last few weeks dreading it instead.

It's rough. I know how you feel. But we'll all get through this, we have to.
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Must be hard to be there, knowing that you were originally supposed to be there for another reason :cry:

My concert would have been in about 2 weeks... I was just about to finalize my plane ticket a day after he passed :(
 
I would have been going tonight, and have been miserable all day. It didn't help that the Larry Nimmer video arrived, I watched it with a mixture of sadness and anger like I havn't felt for a long time when the Arvizo's were on. To think that a lying 13 year old destroyed all the life Michael loved at Neverland. And at the end when they finish with Gone Too Soon I just sobbed.

It is awful to think that he got to the stage where he wanted a general anaesthetic to get to sleep, and it seems that will be the outcome of the autopsy result, but watching that video and seeing what he was put through it is not surprising. I know we will all get over this in time, but today is one I waited for for years, thank god I went to the WMA, at least I did get to see him, even at a distance.
 
Thank you all SO SO DAMN MUCH!

I really love each and every single MJ fan out there, because we are all the same in a way...We stand for a rare breed - of pure hearts and love...And may we all unite with him somewhere,some day... If there is anything I want to believe right now that is the only thing ...

I love you Michael with all my heart and I hope to see you some day... You make every single day of mine special...You were and will be my angel, the reason that I am who I am, and God help me pay back to you in a way, cause words are just too transitory and I want to leave a mark in history just like you... You make me believe I am a good man, and that some day it will all make sense... I love you, I love you, I love you...


P.S. I went out with friends,drank in Michael's honor and the DJ played Black Or White... THE DANCE WILL NEVER DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
oh guys, I hear ya! It's really tough on concert days, my 2nd one is this Saturday.
Am planning to watch all his live shows I have on tape but am worried I will feel miserable, I can cope with new stuff ok, it's all the memories that hurt so bad.
Hugs to you all x
 
Big hugs to you I'm so sorry that this happened, I'll keep you in my thoughts & prayers, stay strong.
 
My concert is two weeks on Monday :( I was extremely privilaged to see him live in his prime during the HIStory tour with my mum at Wembley. I so desperately wanna find our pictures from it but as they were not digital and was over ten years ago they are lost in mountains of rubbish in our spare room :( I'll be going to the o2 with the only thing I have left from that event, the tour programme, and will sit infront of the big screen infront of the arena with a candle :(
 
I want to hug each and every one of you. Michael will never, ever be forgotten and I know he will be so proud of us all. God I miss him, but we will all get through this. I keep thinking of when I saw him at Aintree and he just rocked the whole venue. Looking round and seeing so many happy faces and just feeling so proud of him.
I'm still proud. I'm proud of him, and I'm proud of us.
 
same here. god this is so hard

i saw MJ on the dangerous tour.........on this date 17 years ago

my concert date that i had tickets for this time hasn't passed yet.....aug 10th
 
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