*Little Suzie*
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Oh, I had no idea you were all worried about me. I was hospitalized for severe anemia and my blood pressure became very low. I've just been released from the hospital. I am really very sad and I don't know what is happening with me. I have been not well for months now, very tired, weak, aching everywhere. I think I have leukemia. I have a very low white blood cell count. My hematologist sent me for a bone marrow aspiration test and biopsy. I had it done on Monday, April 12. The test itself was very painful. They told me there would be very little pain afterwards. I have had intense pain (it hurts today as bad as it did on Monday). It hurts if I sit or stand or lay down.
Please do not worry about me. I will not kill myself but I would happily die right now. I'm still having a really hard time dealing with Michael's death. I've been crying a lot and I don't think I'm ever going to get through this. My heart is broken in a million pieces. I am getting tired, so will go rest now. I love all of you more. :hug:
Oh, I had no idea you were all worried about me. I was hospitalized for severe anemia and my blood pressure became very low. I've just been released from the hospital. I am really very sad and I don't know what is happening with me. I have been not well for months now, very tired, weak, aching everywhere. I think I have leukemia. I have a very low white blood cell count. My hematologist sent me for a bone marrow aspiration test and biopsy. I had it done on Monday, April 12. The test itself was very painful. They told me there would be very little pain afterwards. I have had intense pain (it hurts today as bad as it did on Monday). It hurts if I sit or stand or lay down.
Please do not worry about me. I will not kill myself but I would happily die right now. I'm still having a really hard time dealing with Michael's death. I've been crying a lot and I don't think I'm ever going to get through this. My heart is broken in a million pieces. I am getting tired, so will go rest now. I love all of you more. :hug:
Oh girl I'm so glad you're OK, believe me I'm in tears now (I'm sorry, I'm an emotional wreck lately...). I'm sorry to hear you have to deal with these health problems too... I hope you'll feel better soon! And I'm also hoping the test will show it isn't leukemia. Sending lots of love & strength to you! :heart: Get well soon! :huggy:Oh, I had no idea you were all worried about me. I was hospitalized for severe anemia and my blood pressure became very low. I've just been released from the hospital. I am really very sad and I don't know what is happening with me. I have been not well for months now, very tired, weak, aching everywhere. I think I have leukemia. I have a very low white blood cell count. My hematologist sent me for a bone marrow aspiration test and biopsy. I had it done on Monday, April 12. The test itself was very painful. They told me there would be very little pain afterwards. I have had intense pain (it hurts today as bad as it did on Monday). It hurts if I sit or stand or lay down.
Please do not worry about me. I will not kill myself but I would happily die right now. I'm still having a really hard time dealing with Michael's death. I've been crying a lot and I don't think I'm ever going to get through this. My heart is broken in a million pieces. I am getting tired, so will go rest now. I love all of you more. :hug:
Thank you all so much for your prayers and support. I really hope I don't have leukemia or any kind of lymphoma or that I am developing this. But I feel really sick, I can't handle it. I feel like crying. All my muscles hurt, I don't know what to do. Thanks again. I love all of you. :huggy:
Thank you all so much for your prayers and support. I really hope I don't have leukemia or any kind of lymphoma or that I am developing this. But I feel really sick, I can't handle it. I feel like crying. All my muscles hurt, I don't know what to do. Thanks again. I love all of you. :huggy:
Oh, I had no idea you were all worried about me. I was hospitalized for severe anemia and my blood pressure became very low. I've just been released from the hospital. I am really very sad and I don't know what is happening with me. I have been not well for months now, very tired, weak, aching everywhere. I think I have leukemia. I have a very low white blood cell count. My hematologist sent me for a bone marrow aspiration test and biopsy. I had it done on Monday, April 12. The test itself was very painful. They told me there would be very little pain afterwards. I have had intense pain (it hurts today as bad as it did on Monday). It hurts if I sit or stand or lay down.
Please do not worry about me. I will not kill myself but I would happily die right now. I'm still having a really hard time dealing with Michael's death. I've been crying a lot and I don't think I'm ever going to get through this. My heart is broken in a million pieces. I am getting tired, so will go rest now. I love all of you more. :hug: