annabelle lee777
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I NEED TO SHARE SOMETHING it might be comforting for you all to read, something happened last night.
Please bear with me, this is going to be long, but I want all of you to read it and please share your honest opinion, and whether you are experiencing similar things. Some fans at the KOP are reporting things happening as well. I have always considered things like this a possibility, but in the same way how I am am spiritual person, not choosing to believe in one thing or another thing, but choosing to consider everything, is how I feel about "paranormal experience" whatever you choose to name it. One thing I am sure of though is that there is a higher power out there, but everything else stays a mystery to me, and blind "faith" is just not how I work. But I consider all options a possibility. Okay to continue, lol this is gonna be long....
Last night when I went to bed after talking to a friend of mine about Michael, anyways....was in bed and have not been sleeping well at all lately since Michael has moved on. I tend to be able to fall asleep even tho it has always taken me much longer than the average person; but lately it is when I rouse, rollover, wake up after only a few hours of sleep and feel sick and sad because it hits you all over again and I can no longer sleep and have to get up.
I am not getting to the point very quickly am I. So was in bed, and I just couldnt close my eyes because I started having weird 2nd stage sleep thoughts like telling me that if I succumed to sleep I would surely have a horrible nightmare so I kept opening my eyes and just looking around my room in order to stay awake and prevent a nightmare. NO I WAS NOT ASLEEP AT THE TIME OF THE UNEXPLAINABLE EVENT. I would bet my life on it. Started to feel a little better and closed my eyes again and immediately saw a flash of light. I thought it was lightning, so I opened my eyes to see if there was a lightning storm occuring.
I continued to see flashes of light with my eyes open and closed. I could hear no lightning, and stayed awake trying to listen for it. I decided I must be going crazy and closed my eyes again and immediately saw PULSING light, growing, dissapearing, then starting over again, pulsing. I just stared in amazement w/ my eyes closed, the only way to describe it is if when sometimes you stare at something for a long time then shut your eyes and you can still partially see the image of it in light form, or you rub your eyes really hard and then you see floating crap n stuff when you close your eyes, but this was DIFFERENT, something was happening. I became sort of scared at what I was seeing and had to open my eyes again.
I looked in my closet which was open at the time and does not have very many clothes hanging in the closet at all, maybe 5 articles of clothing hanging on each end because my moms brother stayed w us for a while and used my room and closet to store his things and have not gotten to putting all my clothes back in there.
I SWEAR TO YOU I AM NOT MAKING AnY PART OF THIS UP. I started to see a vest that Michael has worn a few times forming inside the closet facing me in an etheral kind of form like if you were to touch it, your hand would go right through it. It was forming itself kind of flashing by piece by piece like a painter who paints with fluffy clouds of different flowing forms and colors and shapes, pieces of it fading in and out until the whole form was there, and I started to freak the fuck out. It scared me. I don't know if it was meant to scare me, or what it meant. Did it mean Michael was in my room hanging up his clothes in my closet, I don't know. It scared me and I know it shouldnt have because I knew something big was taking place right before my eyes but I was just too overwhelmed I guess and immediately closed my eyes again when I felt fear over what I was seeing. I mustered up courage again to look back into the closet and could feel him now wearing the vest, but I couldnt see his face or legs, only the vest but I FELT him wearing it, the same etheral fluffiness of the vest still inside my closest but facing me. I couldn't handle it and closed my eyes again my heart was absoulutely beating out of my chest. I didnt open my eyes again but may have experienced the flashing light again, am not sure I am having trouble remembring at this point.
I WAS AWAKE FOR THIS WHOLE EVENT. I had just climbed into my bed and had only been laying there maybe 5 min before this stuff started happening, and the pulsing light starting like someone had snapped a photograph in the room and the flash went off. My eyes were open. I do not fall asleep with 5 minutes of going to bed IT IS NOT POSSIBLE FOR ME, it takes my hours usually to fall alsleep, sometimes up to 6,7,8 hours. I take over the counter sleep medication, Ibuprofen for a back/neck problem. I am 26 years old and of probably above average health, but it has been declining in recent years due to me having major back surgery a year ago to fix scoliosis. I take tramadol for the pain, and used to take vicodin when the pain was more severe, but stopped taking that in December of last year. I suffer no side effects from the tramadol, I do not take a large dose. I suffer no drowsiness from it, just the occasional upset stomach if I dont take it with food.
I don't know what else to say or what else to think at this point, but I know that it did happen, and that is the only thing I AM sure of right now.
Will be back to post a picture of the vest it was if I can find one, it is black and red, and round gold fairly large buttons, worn around the HIStory era I believe.
EDIT: Found it. God, I feel like I know why now.
It's part of the Julien's Auction.
~Tina
Michael, I love you and miss you. A part of me has died for I had binded my soul to yours. See you in heaven.
EDIT:Guys I am quite upset my thread got moved into this one. I feel like my experience was very unique and VERY important to me....and for God's sake if I had to pick just ONE topic that could be it's OWN topic and not merged it would have been this one Please someone fix it I am begging you. MORE stuff has been happening and I have UNEDITED video this time. The title should be "I NEED TO SHARE SOMETHING it might be comforting for you all to read, something happened last night" PLEASE I am really begging here, I ask this one thing of you, moderators. I am uploading the videos right now. I need you to understand, please.
Please bear with me, this is going to be long, but I want all of you to read it and please share your honest opinion, and whether you are experiencing similar things. Some fans at the KOP are reporting things happening as well. I have always considered things like this a possibility, but in the same way how I am am spiritual person, not choosing to believe in one thing or another thing, but choosing to consider everything, is how I feel about "paranormal experience" whatever you choose to name it. One thing I am sure of though is that there is a higher power out there, but everything else stays a mystery to me, and blind "faith" is just not how I work. But I consider all options a possibility. Okay to continue, lol this is gonna be long....
Last night when I went to bed after talking to a friend of mine about Michael, anyways....was in bed and have not been sleeping well at all lately since Michael has moved on. I tend to be able to fall asleep even tho it has always taken me much longer than the average person; but lately it is when I rouse, rollover, wake up after only a few hours of sleep and feel sick and sad because it hits you all over again and I can no longer sleep and have to get up.
I am not getting to the point very quickly am I. So was in bed, and I just couldnt close my eyes because I started having weird 2nd stage sleep thoughts like telling me that if I succumed to sleep I would surely have a horrible nightmare so I kept opening my eyes and just looking around my room in order to stay awake and prevent a nightmare. NO I WAS NOT ASLEEP AT THE TIME OF THE UNEXPLAINABLE EVENT. I would bet my life on it. Started to feel a little better and closed my eyes again and immediately saw a flash of light. I thought it was lightning, so I opened my eyes to see if there was a lightning storm occuring.
I continued to see flashes of light with my eyes open and closed. I could hear no lightning, and stayed awake trying to listen for it. I decided I must be going crazy and closed my eyes again and immediately saw PULSING light, growing, dissapearing, then starting over again, pulsing. I just stared in amazement w/ my eyes closed, the only way to describe it is if when sometimes you stare at something for a long time then shut your eyes and you can still partially see the image of it in light form, or you rub your eyes really hard and then you see floating crap n stuff when you close your eyes, but this was DIFFERENT, something was happening. I became sort of scared at what I was seeing and had to open my eyes again.
I looked in my closet which was open at the time and does not have very many clothes hanging in the closet at all, maybe 5 articles of clothing hanging on each end because my moms brother stayed w us for a while and used my room and closet to store his things and have not gotten to putting all my clothes back in there.
I SWEAR TO YOU I AM NOT MAKING AnY PART OF THIS UP. I started to see a vest that Michael has worn a few times forming inside the closet facing me in an etheral kind of form like if you were to touch it, your hand would go right through it. It was forming itself kind of flashing by piece by piece like a painter who paints with fluffy clouds of different flowing forms and colors and shapes, pieces of it fading in and out until the whole form was there, and I started to freak the fuck out. It scared me. I don't know if it was meant to scare me, or what it meant. Did it mean Michael was in my room hanging up his clothes in my closet, I don't know. It scared me and I know it shouldnt have because I knew something big was taking place right before my eyes but I was just too overwhelmed I guess and immediately closed my eyes again when I felt fear over what I was seeing. I mustered up courage again to look back into the closet and could feel him now wearing the vest, but I couldnt see his face or legs, only the vest but I FELT him wearing it, the same etheral fluffiness of the vest still inside my closest but facing me. I couldn't handle it and closed my eyes again my heart was absoulutely beating out of my chest. I didnt open my eyes again but may have experienced the flashing light again, am not sure I am having trouble remembring at this point.
I WAS AWAKE FOR THIS WHOLE EVENT. I had just climbed into my bed and had only been laying there maybe 5 min before this stuff started happening, and the pulsing light starting like someone had snapped a photograph in the room and the flash went off. My eyes were open. I do not fall asleep with 5 minutes of going to bed IT IS NOT POSSIBLE FOR ME, it takes my hours usually to fall alsleep, sometimes up to 6,7,8 hours. I take over the counter sleep medication, Ibuprofen for a back/neck problem. I am 26 years old and of probably above average health, but it has been declining in recent years due to me having major back surgery a year ago to fix scoliosis. I take tramadol for the pain, and used to take vicodin when the pain was more severe, but stopped taking that in December of last year. I suffer no side effects from the tramadol, I do not take a large dose. I suffer no drowsiness from it, just the occasional upset stomach if I dont take it with food.
I don't know what else to say or what else to think at this point, but I know that it did happen, and that is the only thing I AM sure of right now.
Will be back to post a picture of the vest it was if I can find one, it is black and red, and round gold fairly large buttons, worn around the HIStory era I believe.
EDIT: Found it. God, I feel like I know why now.
It's part of the Julien's Auction.
~Tina
Michael, I love you and miss you. A part of me has died for I had binded my soul to yours. See you in heaven.
EDIT:Guys I am quite upset my thread got moved into this one. I feel like my experience was very unique and VERY important to me....and for God's sake if I had to pick just ONE topic that could be it's OWN topic and not merged it would have been this one
Please someone fix it I am begging you. MORE stuff has been happening and I have UNEDITED video this time. The title should be "I NEED TO SHARE SOMETHING it might be comforting for you all to read, something happened last night" PLEASE I am really begging here, I ask this one thing of you, moderators. I am uploading the videos right now. I need you to understand, please.
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