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As the Conrad Murray Trial is getting closer everyday and as the trial will force us to relieve Michael's death all over again, we decided to reopen MJJC Member Support Forum.

StaceyMJ is going to run our support forum with help from other moderators and members. In this forum section we will come together to help each other to go through this trial.

Please remember that you are not alone. You are in a community that is filled with people who feels what you feel and can understand what you are going through in regards to Michael's death and the homicide trial. Please is you need help , come and ask for it.

Here we come together to hold each others hand.
 
Hello Ivy. We met on the occasion of the open letter sent to the GLE. I not deny that recent events , in discussions among fans about the behavior of the family, as well as the nightmare that the media will take advantage of this juncture (the trial) to say the worst thing that can on MJ, have my already brought state of soul of anxiety (I think that memories of 2005 are so hard to remove). When you feel the deep anger of many fans and I can not assuage their anger, I feel helpless, wondering every day what Michael would want us to do for him or not.
What we can do to be sure to respect his wishes.
We thank you for this "wall of solidarity"
GM Valerie77
 
Thanks ivy. :)

Yep, this trial is going to be very difficult for us, but please all know that this forum is here 24 hours a day, 7 days a week so please come here, support each other and vent your feelings, that is what it's for. I and the team will do all we can to help and assist you guys.

Lots of love X
 
I am nervous about this trial. I feel so helpless and angry when I think how they are going to say Michael did this to himself. They will drag this wonderful man through the mud just so they can get ratings.

Thank you for opening this up for us. I keep seeing the look on Michael's face in 2005 when he looked so heartbroken.
 
I really can't put into words how I'm feeling right now. So for now I'm just gonna do this :weeping:
 
This is going to be a very hard time for us all. By joining together and having a place to come with others who understand for comfort should be a little help to us all, Be strong guys.. Love you :heart:
 
I am crying all over again over him. Because of this trial a trial that shouldn't even been happening to begin with. Then again I had spent most of my days ever since that horrible day crying over Michael. I will never get over of what had happen to him. All because of someone's carelessness. And I hardly ever come to this section. Cause it is something that I really don't want to think about. But I know I have no choice but to think about it.:sad: :boohoo:
 
I just saw this 'report' on CNN about Michael's fans http://us.cnn.com/video/#/video/showbiz/2011/09/09/jackson-fans-murray-trial-wynter.cnn?hpt=hp_t2 staking out murray's trial. It was alright until the end when they asked some psychologist why the fans are 'so emotional' about the trial. Her answer made me so mad. "Many of these fans are looking at Conrad Murray as the Satan who killed their saviour no less. Of course, it's all distorted. Michael Jackson was never their saviour (little giggle) Conrad Murray probably isn't their Satan. BUT THIS IS PART OF THEIR FANTASY"
FANTASY?????
I would like to stick pins under that smirking woman's fingernails. Who gives these people the right to say such outrageous things, just because they have a Phd? Or M.D.? I am so mad I could spit.
Is this what we are facing. Not only the trial and the slurs that will be heaped on Michael but a so called expert saying we are in a fantasy? And therefore, by implication, well you know, a bit...odd?
Not one bit of trying to understand what makes Michael so important, oh nooooo. So much easier to mock people.
Guess that'll teach me not to click on any news video links talking about Michael's fans. Sheesh.
 
Anyone starting to feel really emotional when listening to most of Michael's songs again?
 
yep- I find looking at pics of him very overwhelming emotionally quite alot right now.
 
angelofinnocence said:
yep- I find looking at pics of him very overwhelming emotionally quite alot right now.
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Same here :sad: :boohoo:


I spent all day just crying on and off over how much I miss Michael. I am starting to cry over him again today. And it is all because of one evil monster that did this to me. I so badly wish I could do to that monster to what he did to my beloved Michael. :sad: :boohoo:
 
cinzia;3478872 said:
I just saw this 'report' on CNN about Michael's fans http://us.cnn.com/video/#/video/showbiz/2011/09/09/jackson-fans-murray-trial-wynter.cnn?hpt=hp_t2 staking out murray's trial. It was alright until the end when they asked some psychologist why the fans are 'so emotional' about the trial. Her answer made me so mad. "Many of these fans are looking at Conrad Murray as the Satan who killed their saviour no less. Of course, it's all distorted. Michael Jackson was never their saviour (little giggle) Conrad Murray probably isn't their Satan. BUT THIS IS PART OF THEIR FANTASY"
FANTASY?????
I would like to stick pins under that smirking woman's fingernails. Who gives these people the right to say such outrageous things, just because they have a Phd? Or M.D.? I am so mad I could spit.
Is this what we are facing. Not only the trial and the slurs that will be heaped on Michael but a so called expert saying we are in a fantasy? And therefore, by implication, well you know, a bit...odd?
Not one bit of trying to understand what makes Michael so important, oh nooooo. So much easier to mock people.
Guess that'll teach me not to click on any news video links talking about Michael's fans. Sheesh.
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Yeah...Michael isn't available anymore for these nonsense 'diagnosed from afar' BS (how very professional that is, by the way, to 'diagnose' people you have never met...strange medical professionals that do that)- so now his fans get a label (any kind of label!).
Since this is the support forum- I'll post what I did to cope with that Lady. I wrote a song.
How dare a supposed member of the medical profession use someone else's pain for personal face time, while acting unprofessional.

Sure, some people are acting in a way I personally would not act in front of a court building, but these are individuals, not a generalized 'mass' you can feel free to insult.

I wrote this song and felt better. Maybe it'll make you laugh. It's satire, so please don't anyone take this as mocking of us fans, or Michael- I am simply laughing at this TV diagnosing, so I decided to help her out and diagnose myself. Maybe someone else finds relief in this song as well.

Peter Pan By Proxy
I've got a pretty bad case of Peter Pan by proxy
'Cause I love Tim Burton, charity and Pepsi.
I've got a pretty bad case of Peter Pan by proxy
'Cause for 20 years I've been loving Michael Jackson.
Noted constant in my chart
Anciently practiced at challenging my heart.

Dr. Wendy says that Satan killed my Savior-
Thank you thank you for diagnosing me
Tell me how to mail my co-payment to thee,

Cause:
I've got a pretty bad case of Peter Pan by proxy
'Cause I love Tim Burton, charity and Pepsi.
I've got a pretty bad case of Peter Pan by proxy
'Cause for 20 years I've been loving Michael Jackson.
Noted constant in my chart
Anciently practiced at challenging my heart.

Savior, oh my Savior, hear me calling
On my knees in front him I'm falling
Offering my brain him ritually
Michael as always accepts so graciously.

Savior, oh my Savior, did you hear me calling???
Suddenly my visions of his gold pants are stalling
With him materializing next to me
He grins and he wags his finger patiently.

And then he says with real authority- and OMG, do I love it, when he gets like that!:

Disciple, Disciple, oh get up, Disciple!
Disciple, Disciple, oh get up, my Disciple!
Dry your tears and watch the final cycle
Of a bunch of Nancies bullying me, the dead Michael.

Savior, oh my Savior, oh did you hear us calling
On our knees both we are falling
Offering one another some sanity
Servitude and and real, true community.

I've got a pretty bad case of Peter Pan by proxy
Savior, Savior, did you hear me calling???
-©2011 Irina Hale, 9/10/2011; All Rights Reserved

http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/q16i7lpuf6/peter_pan_by_proxy.mp3


There, hope more people find a way to laugh about that kind of unprofessional TV diagnosing. I wasn't sure if I should be outraged- then I watched it again and started laughing at so much self-righteous BS. And I hope I can help to get someone laughing as well.
 
I feel sick to my stomach at the thought of this trial and every time I have to think about it starting it hits me all over again that at the end of this process we wont be getting Michael back.
 
LastTear said:
I feel sick to my stomach at the thought of this trial and every time I have to think about it starting it hits me all over again that at the end of this process we wont be getting Michael back.
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your posts are my thoughts exactly...thank you, :hug:
 
thrillerchild said:
Anyone starting to feel really emotional when listening to most of Michael's songs again?
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Well, NO Vids for me right now as they evoke only two emotions :cry: and :mat:
Oh and I had to totally BAN 'this is it' too... Even the piccies makes me :puke: honestly...
Though Music... other piccies, stories... I can handle them...

So THANKS; Ivy and Stacey :clapping:
 
Daryll748 said:
Well, NO Vids for me right now as they evoke only two emotions :cry: and :mat:
Oh and I had to totally BAN 'this is it' too... Even the piccies makes me :puke: honestly...
Though Music... other piccies, stories... I can handle them...

So THANKS; Ivy and Stacey :clapping:
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I so know what you mean. I haven't been able to watch a single one of my MJ videos or dvds since May of last year. And as for This Is It I really don't want to have much to do with that. Even the mere thought of looking at pictures from This Is It is enough to make me want to start crying again. I have a framed This Is It poster up on my bedroom wall. And as much as I L.O.V.E. it. It just automatically makes me think what could have been. I don't even wear my black This Is It t-shirt much anymore. I don't even listen to Michael either anymore. I only listen to him if I really crave to hear his voice. Which is really not that very often now. :sad: :boohoo: And I just so badly miss the days where I used to L.O.V.E. to listen and to watch all of the time. Now I just listen to Blackmore's Night and my Bollywood music mostly now. Some of my MJ stuff that I used to leave out all of the time. I had put some of it in to a big green container. Something I thought I will never do. Cause I used to L.O.V.E. to look at my MJ stuff all of the time. But now looking at that MJ stuff just brings only pain to me now.:boohoo: Just like having to hear about another MJ tribute. Which is something I just so truly hate having to hear about now.:cry:
 
I love you guys...just know that you're not alone, if that helps anyhow. If you need to talk, PM me, drop me an email at stacey@mjjcommunity.com do anything. I'm always here for all of you!
 
I am not ready fo this. I feel like everyone and the media are going to blame Michael for everything. I just hope that the right outcome happens with this trial.
 
Keep your head up HIGH, lovelies... Michael is smiling down at us... He knows we :heart: him and we'll preserve his legacy...
I was really HYPER :tease:today... Anything to get my mind of it...
I just have ONE STUPID question that will HAUNT me for the rest of my life...
WHY???? WHY did NO ONE save Michael? WHY were their eyes ONLY on the $$$$ and their REPS? WHY did NO ONE 'protect' Michael??? WHY????
 
marebear said:
I am not ready fo this. I feel like everyone and the media are going to blame Michael for everything. I just hope that the right outcome happens with this trial.
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Neither am I,

I can't bear to watch any of it on TV:(
 
It's been a long day today, having to follow all this. I'm going to go put myself to sleep--I don't look forward to tomorrow, but I will be watching with all of you as the trial continues. We must be witnesses to all that is happening right now, and we must make sure Murray gets what he deserves. For Michael, always.
 
marebear said:
I am not ready fo this. I feel like everyone and the media are going to blame Michael for everything. I just hope that the right outcome happens with this trial.
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I think we all feel this way hun. Thats why it's so so important for us to stick together, love and support each other and stay strong for Michael and for justice. We are always here for you. Much L.O.V.E xxx
 
I feel so sick..this is harder than I thought it would be. I need to go to work now but I just want to crawl back to the bed and cry.

*hugs everyone*
 
i feel so bad today.woke up today feeling sick with anxiety,wish my family had compassion and understood,i love my family but my parents are making me feel worse by saying they think the dr did nothing wrong,and they hope he gets off with it,they just say i'm fanatical,i feel numb,feel like my heart has been ripped out,
 
man.in.the.mirror said:
i feel so bad today.woke up today feeling sick with anxiety,wish my family had compassion and understood,i love my family but my parents are making me feel worse by saying they think the dr did nothing wrong,and they hope he gets off with it,they just say i'm fanatical,i feel numb,feel like my heart has been ripped out,
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first of all (((hugs))))....and second we are all in this together....I dont know what I would do without you guys...like you I have no one in my life that actually cares about this. My hubby and kids are a support...BUT no one REALLY understands the pain. On that ... I am all alone.
 
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