As I stared into the eye's of the man that killed my idol..my life changed forver.
On the 9th floor of the Airport court house, in Los Angeles CA. I found myself facing the man who murdered my lifetime Idol. As Reiko grabbed me from behind and told me to turn around, 35 ft in front of me...Conrad Murray. I looked into his eye's with the most hatred and contempt I could muster I glared at him as he walked closer...20ft, 10ft, 5ft, he never once broke eye contact with me Intel he was 1 foot away from me, then he looked down and then brought his head back up, like he was nodding to me. The hall way fell dead silent as Murray walked passed with a sheriff on each side.
I felt a pain so sharp in my chest that it hurt all they way to my back. I was shaking from head to toe from adrenalin and hatred. Not more than 5 mins later the entire Jackson Clan was brought down the hallway from an adjoining room where they had been waiting for Murray's. I was instantly drawn to Katherine...My God she was so tiny and looked devastated. Joe was at her side and all here children with the exception of, Marlon and Janet were behind her. In that moment I felt incredible sadness for the Jackson family.
As I sat in the court room before the arrangement started, mostly everyone was silent..Jermaine and his wife were whispering back and forth, Rebbie had her head down and the rest of the family sat just staring at the judges bench, I imagine they were praying for some justice for their murdered family member.
As I sat in the court room and watched the injustice that happened to Michael today and the complete insensitivity of the judge while his family was sitting there..My already broken heart...shattered into so many small pieces in will never be able to be repaired. I am so consumed with hatred and today...I am ashamed to be a resident of the state of California~
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